Ideas, thoughts, and minds getting lost.

i don’t write in here enough.

i hate using punctuation when i write. takes too much time. i hate black coffee. i hate it when girls can’t sit down, shut up, and keep their legs closed. i hate it when people cut in front of me in lines. i hate it when people are fake, or when girls play stupid to get a boy. they never wind up with a boy. only a broken heart and a baby. it’s pointless. i hate it when people don’t have any respect for themselves. i hate it when people take you on a guilt trip. i hate allergies. and pollen. and anything that creates allergies. i hate when people try to be “cutesy”. i hate being called cute. i hate it when men can’t say ‘i’m sorry’. i hate it when people type the “:P” face. it’s just them trying to be cute. and i hate that. i hate it when people assume. i hate that i assume too much. i hate that i worry. i hate that i worry more then the average person. i hate it when people say ‘i’m hurting’. i hate it when people don’t try to be strong. i hate it when people want everyone to know their having a bad day. i HATE it when a guy doesnt pay for a date that he asked you out on. i hate almost being asleep in your bed and then realizing you have to pee. i hate it when people kick my seat in the movies. i hate it when people make jokes about things they know i’m insecure about. i hate small talk. i hate it when people can’t hold a decent conversation. i hate feeling like i have so many issues. i hate not being able to think clearly about anything. i hate not being happy. i hate having an anxiety disorder. i hate feeling inferior. i hate it when people belittle me. i would HATE it right now if you thought i was trying to make you feel bad for me. cause i’m not. i’m writing. i hate it when waiters at restaurants hover at the table when you dont even need anything. i hate having scratches on my phone. i hate not being able to make people laugh. i hate that i’m so impatient. i hate feeling like i’m cynical. i hate that so many girls blame teenage boys for every relationship problem, when it’s usually them. i hate it when guys treat girls like crap. i hate it when people are materialistic. i hate immaturity. i hate jealousy. i hate being called ‘girly’. i hate it when people call me goth for wearing navy blue nail polish. i hate it when people hate me and don’t even know me. which happens all too often. i hate it when people can’t take responsibility for the things they’ve done. i hate sleeping in a hot room. i HATE HATE HATE how this generation seems to think they’re entitled to the world. no. not at all. i hate it when people are hung on themselves, cocky, egotistical, stuck up, rude, full of themselves, and think they are God’s gift to the world. i hate that i’m always tired. i hate that i force myself to carry the world on my shoulders. i hate that i an tremor. and i don’t really like it when people make fun of it. i hate that i beat myself down all day long. but i don’t really like me anyway. i hate being pitied. and i hate hating things.

kudos to you if you read all of that.

extra kudos to you if you read all of it and still don’t hate ME.